The more I want to 'discard' him from my life, the more things I get to know bout him...

I really want to know from you readers, how to forget and totally erase memories of a person from your life? I've this problem. I don't want to think about him, yet he keep coming to my mind and to my life. I want to ignore him and don't want to know what's going on with his life, but the info related to him keep coming to me. Why I want to forget bout him? Because, thinking of him cost me so much hurts. Sometimes, instead of praying for him, I pray to God that I can totally not thinking bout him and forget bout him. But I still can't. I wish for one single day, whereby there is no single thoughts of him. Alangkah bahagianya saya kalau itu yang terjadi...banyak lagi hal2 lain untuk difikirkan, tetapi kenapa dia yang sering muncul dalam fikiran saya ni...aduh!!!...Anyway, I believe God always has the right timing for everything to happen. When? I don't know...But, I really hope today, tomorrow, or the next day. I hope....

Four out of seven....maksudnya?

Out of seven days last week, four days I was in the church, all day long...thursday till sunday I was so busy with church activity... and I really enjoyed my weekends dou...1-3 may, we have a seminar for sunday school teacher and on sunday we had a church opening in Cheras awana...I'm very tired today(monday) and too exhausted to write anything... Even, our lab will be moving back to faculty and some renovation to our house need to be done by this week. Anyway, out of my my tiredness, I'm really thankful for God's strength and answered prayer for the entired week...Last week I mention about all things new in my life, indeed I've a new calling...Be a teacher to our little kids in church...hehe...I'm called to be a sunday school teacher. I would say yes for this, because, somehow deep inside my heart I believe, God has a beautiful purpose in it. And, another thing, I'm so thankful and joyful for He has answered my prayer. I almost give up in my prayer, but last friday night, after receiving an unexpected phone call from my friend, I know God has answered my prayer...still have keep on praying, and 'segala sesuatu akan berlaku indah pada waktunya'....I guess that's all till now...I'm too tired to write more...Keep on typing a wrong words and wrong spelling.hehe..I hope I can 'shut down' my 'system' an have a deep deep sleep, but I've to wait till 5 pm when I'm back home...