I’m Speechless…..
To be in love with somebody is never easy, for me. Two to three weeks ago I met one guy whom I honestly says, he capture my heart. We just get to know each other for only one week and he falls for me…I’m totally speechless!!…What should I say? It’s not easy for me to fall into somebody now, because I’m still in the process of accepting the fact that someone else is just not meant for me…my heart is still hurts and I’m so afraid to be hurt again.
But sad to say, again and again, when I thought everything is blossoming again, and I was ready to accept somebody, ‘draught’ or can I say ‘big flood’ comes…a week after that, he stopped contacting me. No SMS, no YM, no email, what more, a call. That’s it? After giving me so much hope, he turns me down…I’m totally speechless, again…
Speechless, in the sense that I have to accept the fact that God has a better plan or may I say more specific, better person. He might be the one or he might not…I choose to wait and be still for in God I found my strength…Isaiah 30:15…”In repentance and rest is your salvation, in quietness and trust is your strength.” Better I conclude this way. The week when the ‘silence’ is all that I have, is the most difficult week for me…heart break, disappointment, stressed (with exams and assignments) and all the things that only tears can describe happened to me. Only God knows.
But…when I looked back, which means this week, I’ve been through the bad days, miraculously. God has sustained me! I’m speechless again, in awesome and wonders. Now, I can proudly say, “what can man do to me?”…Hebrews 13:5-6 says, “Keep you lives free from the love of money and be content with what you have, because God has said, “Never will I leave you; never will I forsake you.”
So, we say with confidence, “The Lord is my helper; I will not be afraid. What can man do to me?” Awesome!!...Isaiah 43:1-2, “…..Fear not, for I have redeemed you; I have summoned you by name; you are mine. 2 When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; and when you pass through the rivers, they will not sweep over you. When you walk through the fire, you will not be burned; the flames will not set you ablaze.” What else can I say? He is more than enough. We ask for strength, He is our strength. We ask for love. He first loves us (John 3:16) and nothing can separate us from His love (Romans 8: 35-39). We ask for protection. He will even walk with us through the fire and the flame never set us ablaze (Isaiah 43:1-2). We ask for peace, He is the peace giver (John 14:27)…He is our everything…I shall not be in want (Psalm23:1)…We ask for guidance. He is our Shepherd (Psalm 23:1)…I’m speechless, again… in His awesome wonders…All I can say, Lord, I Thank You….
Written on Saturday, April 12, 2008, 4.30am.
To be in love with somebody is never easy, for me. Two to three weeks ago I met one guy whom I honestly says, he capture my heart. We just get to know each other for only one week and he falls for me…I’m totally speechless!!…What should I say? It’s not easy for me to fall into somebody now, because I’m still in the process of accepting the fact that someone else is just not meant for me…my heart is still hurts and I’m so afraid to be hurt again.
But sad to say, again and again, when I thought everything is blossoming again, and I was ready to accept somebody, ‘draught’ or can I say ‘big flood’ comes…a week after that, he stopped contacting me. No SMS, no YM, no email, what more, a call. That’s it? After giving me so much hope, he turns me down…I’m totally speechless, again…
Speechless, in the sense that I have to accept the fact that God has a better plan or may I say more specific, better person. He might be the one or he might not…I choose to wait and be still for in God I found my strength…Isaiah 30:15…”In repentance and rest is your salvation, in quietness and trust is your strength.” Better I conclude this way. The week when the ‘silence’ is all that I have, is the most difficult week for me…heart break, disappointment, stressed (with exams and assignments) and all the things that only tears can describe happened to me. Only God knows.
But…when I looked back, which means this week, I’ve been through the bad days, miraculously. God has sustained me! I’m speechless again, in awesome and wonders. Now, I can proudly say, “what can man do to me?”…Hebrews 13:5-6 says, “Keep you lives free from the love of money and be content with what you have, because God has said, “Never will I leave you; never will I forsake you.”
So, we say with confidence, “The Lord is my helper; I will not be afraid. What can man do to me?” Awesome!!...Isaiah 43:1-2, “…..Fear not, for I have redeemed you; I have summoned you by name; you are mine. 2 When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; and when you pass through the rivers, they will not sweep over you. When you walk through the fire, you will not be burned; the flames will not set you ablaze.” What else can I say? He is more than enough. We ask for strength, He is our strength. We ask for love. He first loves us (John 3:16) and nothing can separate us from His love (Romans 8: 35-39). We ask for protection. He will even walk with us through the fire and the flame never set us ablaze (Isaiah 43:1-2). We ask for peace, He is the peace giver (John 14:27)…He is our everything…I shall not be in want (Psalm23:1)…We ask for guidance. He is our Shepherd (Psalm 23:1)…I’m speechless, again… in His awesome wonders…All I can say, Lord, I Thank You….
Written on Saturday, April 12, 2008, 4.30am.
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